ZARTOO: March 2013

Heat of Summer Sunshine.

11:18 PM

Everyone's changing, I stay the same

I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us I've got a secret, It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go

In the heat of summer sunshine

I miss you like nobody else

In the heat of summer sunshine

I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no returning

I keep comparing, you're always winning

I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted

Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

Top: Gift from a Friend

Leggings: SM Dept. Store

Heels: So Fab!

Accessories: Thrifted

Hello Everyone! Happy Holy Week! How’s your vacation so far? Mine, well nothing is new. Still waiting for something to come in my way. Anyway, lately, been so busy applying for job online and now I’m anticipating for a call. I have so many plans at the moment and one is already down. I mean, that plan is left undone again. Urg. I really don’t know what to do first. I’m dying to have a work because it seems like I’ve been left by time. I think I’m the only person that is not acquiring change. It’s so heart breaking to see that most of my college mates are already working while me, hay. Tambay pa din, That’s why I’m trying so hard to pass my application anywhere that has a vacancy for a person Like me!!!! Hay. However, I’m still positive that sooner or later, I’ll get a job that really suites to my interest. In time, it’ll arrive!

So yeah! Sorry for being mellow dramatic. I just can’t contain this feeling no more. I hope you understand. By the way, enjoy your summer guys! Make the most out of it inspite of the scorching heat of the sun! Have you not notice it? The climate is getting hotter and hotter and I wanna get myself in the refrigerator! LMAO! Till then! Happy Holy week again! J

Here’s a perfect song for the season!!!!

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Anything I’m not

8:27 PM

I will never be, I will never be tall. no.

and I will never be, never ever be sure of it all.

But oh, why is the world so cruel to me?

When all, all I ever wanna be is anything I’m not.

Give me a break, a little escape.

I am so tired of being me.

I wanna be free. I wanna be new and different.

Anything I’m not.

I will never be, I will be you. No.

I will always be, I always be me I know,

but oh, even though I’m happy of being me,

I wanna get away from all this harsh reality.

-Lenka

Lately, I’m so hooked with Lenka’s songs esp with this song. It’s just that I can relate to the lyrics. It feels like this song speaks what my heart wanted to say to the world. Haha. I wanna be anything I’m not doesn't mean I want to be someone else, what I’m trying to say is that I want to be someone I’m not used to be. Really. I want to be anew. I want my life be transformed into something different like for instance, before, I’m the type of person who lives her life dependent. I depend to all the people around me especially everytime I got myself in difficult situations. This time, I want to stand on my own. Whenever there’s a problem whether it’s big or small, I want to get myself out of it without anyone around me. I desperately wanted to be matured in a way that I can provide all my needs and wants from my own money. I want to be Miss independent. Apart from myself, I want to have a change of environment too. I believe that in order for you to have a change, you also have to get away from the people you are used to be with, things you used to do and place you used to live. Agree? In that way, change of nature will help you not only to have a transformation but it will also make you learn new things. J BUT, not because you are in a situation where everything is new, you also have to change your friends and family. NO. You can’t change them but possibly, you can have more friends and family! It’s happier, isn’t it? So yeah! This is what I’m trying to do at the moment, doing transformation at a time and making a difference bit by bit until I change myself into anything I’m not. J

How ‘bout you? Do you feel the same thing too? J Let’s do it. J

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5:13 AM

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Singapore: A Dream Come True!

11:17 PM

Merlion Park, Singapore

Fact: Merlion is the symbol of Singapore. it is 8m high and 70 tons of weigh.

Location: Near Fullerton Hotel, Marina bay waterfront.

At my back are the buildings that you can see in Raffles City. i love that place next to Orchard! :)

Trying to make a picturesque moment with Merlion! HAHA

Marina Bay Sands

-one of the most luxurious hotel in Singapore and whole wide Asia. it has 57 floors if i'm not mistaken. At the top of this hotel, there's a pool and some bars where you can hangout with your friends and even with your family.

on my right side facing the camera is the Singapore Flyer! i thought of this before as Big Ferris Wheel. haha.

Another Picturesque moment with Marina bay Sands.

My car @ MBS hotel! HAHAHA. Kidding. This car is not oneof my type. Sorry. HAHAHA

its getting dark!!!

inside MBS. One thing i love about Singapore is that wherever you go, there is always Shopping Mall.

Beside MBS is a LV Shop. :)

Last January 15, I arrived here in Singapore. The day that one of my greatest dreams came true! To visit or to live in this country is really in my bucketlist since before so when my mom let me go here, I really feel so happy but ofcourse, I can’t deny the fact that I feel some loneliness in me because I thought of staying here for a long time, I mean a year. Haha. But it seems like God has some other better plans for me that I have to come home SOON.J

For almost two months of being here, I learned a lot of things already and there are so many great things also that I feel so glad about because some of them are my first time like travelling in a plane and train. Haha. Eating Singaporean foods which are very spicy. Gaah. And one of the most exciting is that getting to the places I just saw in the pictures before like Merlion Park, Marina Bay sands and a lot more! I feel so blessed! I can’t help myself thanking God everytime for everything I have now. J

Dream! Don't limit yourself to the things that only your eyes can see nor ears can hear. Try doing new things! Never be afraid just Believe in yourself and have faith in God. Just like, i'm just an ordinary girl i'm trying and trying to make my life extraordinary!
Here, i wanna share to you one of my theme songs.

Breakaway!!

So you, what are you dreams? Do you just dream or Do you Live you Dreams?
Keep believing that dreams do come! Pray for it. Anticipate it will gonna happen! :))))

Catch me up for More of my Singapore moments soon! Stay Tune!!