Just minutes more to go, my first 21 years on earth will be
another part of my history. I can’t believe it!! It feels like it was just
yesterday (Okay. Sound so cliché. haha) when I had my balloons given to me by
my forever friends and few hours from now I’m turning 22 already! Gaad! Time flies
really fast whether you’re having fun or not. Btw, I don’t know what exactly I
should feel. The fact that I’m becoming a year older again makes me feel
pressured. Pressured in a way that I
should have my own kind of living by now yet I am still here at my comfort
zone. It’s not what I exactly hoped for. I told myself before that at this age
I should be independent already but it seems like things are different from
what I used to think. But anyway, to cheer me up, I still feel so happy and
blessed for all the things I have now. They may not be part of the plan, I am
definitely sure they are what I need and they are more than those what I wished
to have! J
Before I welcome another year in my life, I would like to
call to mind some of my dreams that came true…
- Sleepover with my favorite people on earth- Highschool Barkada!!
- Visited Singapore.
- Featured to an online shop.
- Passed the board examination for Nutritionist Dietitian.
Well, passing the licensure exam has been out in my bucket list
since I decided not to take the exam last year but it seems that God has it in
store for me and I guess it is the reason why I did not get a chance to work in
Sg. Oh well, I thank God for giving
me this wonderful gift after all!!! Now I learned that no matter how much you
try for something just to have it if it’s not yet time for you to have it, and
then go on! Just always have faith in God. Always trust him. In times of
trouble, that means God is still working! J
Now, I will welcome my 22nd birthday with full of
positivity and believe that soon I will have the things I’ve hoped for..
Kisses,
Czarinna
